Life is such a chore right now. I really wish it’d just burst into flames. Disappearing or getting better, anything is better than this.

I’m finding absolutely nothing to look forward to in school, doing nothing seems so much more appealing than what I’m doing now. Waking up to nothing is the hardest. Ever. I miss the days when I would actually look forward to school for certain subjects and activities.
2 years seems like an awfully long time all of a sudden. My promise to stay away from… Relationships, is harder and more painful right now, especially since everyone around me seems to be involved in one scandal or another.
I can’t even focus on God. I feel so much more unworthy than I already am. Why is everything bad falling onto me at the same time?

I used to roll my eyes at people who constantly posted brooding, sad things. And now I’m becoming one of them. Oh JOY, how karma comes back to you in such amazingly fascinating ways.

I need to get out of this endless nothingnes so badly.
#lifeisabitch

Waiting for that day to come